07 September 2012
I'm so worried.
But there's nothing I can do.
I can only hope that you're fine and everything is ok.
Left`alone
9/07/2012 11:33:00 AM™
07 March 2012
It has been a long while.
Life is great with everything i have now.
Feels good to be able to do what i want.
Feels relaxed to be free of restrictions.
I'm ready to move on to the next phrase of my life.
It has been quite some time.
Yea it wasn't easy as nobody understands (yes, NOBODY) and many doesn't agree.
But we're happy and contented with what we have.
You're the best I ever have.
But it hurts cuz she's killing you slowly and I can't help in any way.
Left`alone
3/07/2012 06:07:00 PM™
23 December 2011
I've decided to move on without any further planning.
I know that's the right choice for me, but..
but but but.
Buts..
What exactly should i do now.
We all don't know anything about the future.
One day you might become someone successful and influential, while I'm still a nobody, struggling to survive in this damn reality.
And, nothing stays forever.
Nothing.
Left`alone
12/23/2011 12:18:00 AM™
22 November 2011
Ages since i last posted something on this dear blog of mine.
Life is ever-changing.
Nothing stays forever.
Agree?
Let us all fly towards our own side of the clear blue sky without any hindrance.
没人绑着你走，才快乐。
我也是。
Left`alone
11/22/2011 12:23:00 AM™
23 September 2011
Bad headache is killing me; torturing.
Why not just kill me?
Left`alone
9/23/2011 10:31:00 AM™
22 September 2011
All alone.
讨厌那些在我生活瞎搅和的人。
Left`alone
9/22/2011 10:49:00 AM™
30 August 2011
I've realised that recently, whenever I'm feeling depressed/unhappy, it's never about work or friends, or life. It's always about relationship.
1 word - tiring.
The escapist in me is acting up once again.
Can i run away?
Left`alone
8/30/2011 10:40:00 PM™
16 June 2011
I kept having flashbacks recently, to those old days when I'm still a kid.
The day my dad brought me, and only me, to dine at Pizza Hut without my mum knowing, and I was damn happy.
The day my mum bought me a watch that cost over 50 bucks but I never really treasure.
The day I dislocated my elbow and cried non-stop, and my neighbor tried to comfort me by giving me sweets.
The day I fainted and woke up in my dad's arm when he rushed me to the hospital.
The day I was being bullied and wronged.
The day I got scolded for trying to help.
The days I started to distant myself..
Once upon a time, I felt loved, but I dint really cherish them. I thought it's the most natural feeling on earth.
Now when I looked back, I wonder what the hell had happened that caused these changes, and I hate myself for being stupid.
I must be very disappointing.
Only if we can rewind life, I'll make sure that it won't go this awful way. At least, I won't feel so alone.
Left`alone
6/16/2011 12:19:00 AM™
14 June 2011
IF, I am going away and not gonna return anymore, what will you say to me?
Not gone as in gone dead but gone as in literally, gone.
I'm feeling very contradicted.
Left`alone
6/14/2011 11:53:00 PM™
13 June 2011
I'm still awake, with a heavy mind.
There's too many things weighing it down.
Guess it's acting up again, the f. up depressing side.
Nobody stays with you forever and there's no such thing as friends forever.
Who the hell out there consider himself/herself to be a friend of mine?
At the end of the day, you're still alone, listening to your own troubles, trying to cajole yourself out of some stupid emotions.
It's a crowded world, congested mind, but a deserted atmosphere.
Retreat.
Defeated.
Gone.
Left`alone
6/13/2011 12:20:00 AM™
